Weekend Fast update

So my weekend started out with a bang. Actually, I picked up some form of the stomach flu so I was vomiting ALL DAY SATURDAY. Safe to say that our housewarming/Christmas party was a little awkward, with me trapesing to and from the bathroom every 20 minutes. So yes, I suppose Saturday was a success. I didn't consume anything at all thanks to that blessing/curse of a stomach flu. I was miserable. Sunday I kept it simple. Lots and LOTS of water to keep me hydrated after Saturday and a couple of sips of apple juice that my concerned roomie thrust upon me. S'okay, I know she was only trying to make me feel better. And then yesterday. I was scheduled to work most of the day at the restaurant where I serve so I was pretty stoked on running around like a chicken with my head cut off for most of the day. Ach, but it rained! The place was pretty dead most of the day, so of course the kitchen showered me with food (and noticed what I was and wasn't eating). Most of them are pretty indifferent, but there is one lady who washes dishes who is like a grandmother figure to most of us! She is so adorable and super sweet and ALWAYS TRYING TO FEED ME. Thankfully, I told her I wasn't feeling well this past weekend so she only brought out and forced a small clear broth veggie soup. Thank goodness. 

Welllllll results? I am down 6lbs after this weekends fast. I'm pretty pleased but it certainly isn't enough. I am planning on sticking to fruit and broth today amidst cleaning and Christmas shopping. Under 800. I NEED to get to the gym today, or at least out for a run! Aghfdjkfhd.... whattta crazy time of year. 

xo, 

Gracie

ps. I'm lonely. I miss boyfriend. 

Measure me. (from July)

I don't know if I have the courage to post this... but if I do, it will serve as a reference point for later on. These were my measurements a little over 10lbs ago... I'm almost afraid to grab the measuring tape again to see what's up...


165 (5'6'')
Bust-- 41''
Under bust-- 30''
Waist-- 33''
Hips-- 41''


This was the middle of the summer. Going to break out the measuring tape at the end of this week. Will update you on my current stats then. (And then hopefully will update every month...)


Gawd.... I'm fat....


FUCK.


xo, 
Gracie

Void.

I'm so sorry I've been gone for so long. After the funeral I slipped into a black hellhole so to speak. I've hardly left the house. been sleeping most of the time. 6 weeks later and here I am. 

Battling depression sucks the life out of you. 

I've given myself a little kick in the ass, and allowed myself to reset (again.) I've joined a weight loss competition going on in my city-- regular caloric/weight updates will soon follow. I hope all you beauties have been well (enough). 

sending all my love and support.

xo, 

Gracie

Fresh start.... it's about time!

We all need a fresh start. Me in particular. This school year has really been kicking my ass. More so because I've been so incredibly lazy. SO SO lazy. This past week in particular has been killing me, I haven't been managing my time properly and so I've dug myself a hole of unhealthy eating habits, unhealthy food and an unhealthy lack of proper exercise. This is my vow to YOU, my dear skinnies.... NO MORE LAZINESS. NO MORE EXCUSES. This is a journey to a new me. To a new life. To a fresh start. Who's with me? I've decided in order to keep myself accountable I will be posting my full stats here for y'all. Every day. Without fail. More importantly, without failing. This is my last day of shit eating. 

So here's the plan. 

-12o for New Years. NO EXCUSES.

-work out 6x/week. 

-MAX caloric intake 1200

-daily postings on food, exercise and weight for accountability

Starting stats: (As of this morning) Weight: 154lbs (petrifying how high that number is...)


xo, Gracie